My Laptop is Back with me!!!!!!

Yes!!! I have change my laptop’s keyboard….=)  Now, my space bar is not giving me any trouble anymore!! Now i can blog and carry on doing my daily routine with my lappy..hehehe…Its been sooooooo LONG i’ve not been blogging AND withing this few days, ALOT of things happen in my life! Good ones and Bad ones too…

I don’t know where to start.HAHA! Too many them. Hmmmm…..Lets start with 24th Dec. On that day was when my laptop was admitted to the Hospital because it’s not feeling well. Hehe.. Went there with Nadera and Syawal! After that we went to Queensway Shopping Centre to window shop for my brother’s birthday gift. But to no avail, we didn’t found any…=( Then, after that i went to Eunos for an appointment. I got a new job. Free lance..=) Working with Venture Era. Anyone heard of that company?..hehe..The job not bad la. It involves network marketing and all.. So cool, while working i can learn something as well!

Well, both getting new experience and doing well in school is equally important right guys? What’s good about this new job is that it all depends on you. When you want to work, how much you want to earn, and loads more. So, i guess i’ll do it as a free lance kind of thing! =)

Then, 25th Dec, Christmas! But i went for a training at my new workplace. It was fun and interesting. My new job requires me to meet people and talk alot! And its also allows me to learn more about myself. =) The whole day I was in that Training.. VERY tired of sitting down sey!! Hehe…And lastly i bought a last minutes gift at CWP for my brother. I bought him a Billabong men’s wallet at a very cheap price! SALE! hehe..

26th Dec, my Brother’s birthday =) But was working, both VE (day) and admin(night). My VE manager came to my house to talk to my parents about the new job i’m in. My parent support me all the way in Whatever i’m doing. =) Night, work as normal.

27th Dec, my first appoinment for VE. It was fun and interesting. At the same time i learn a lot in jus one day. COol! Had two appointments in all and called the day an end.

28th Dec, which was yesterday.. Had only one appointment but it turns out not as what i’ve expected it would be. Well, like what people say, part and parcel of doing business. What make me sad and tears in the eyes is that people in this world, once they have money, once they have wealth, they’ll be arrogant and speaks without thinking of others. And what made me disappointed as well is that those who speaks of me are my own relatives. Guess life can be a cruel one at times. I cried…

Today, went to fetch lappy back home from ‘hospital’..hehe I went there with Syawal. My eyes was so Damn swollen like someone who just  being punch really hard! But makeup really covered the black and dark circle around it. HEHE!! The beauty of makeup!

I just reach home from work. It’s fine nothing much for me to do. So, this is the overview of what happened between 24th Dec to 29th Dec…hehe…

Twilight Tuesday…..

It’s only been 3 days since i’ve not written anything in my blog, but it feels like a very long time i’ve not update it. Hehe.. Today’s plan was to go out with my W14Q peeps, but it turn out that no one called and said anything about it! I miss you guys!!

So, a change of plan. Instead of going out with the peeps, i went to watch Twilight with mummy and my two brothers. The movie was Excellent! I so have fallen in love with the hero la! Hehe…So handsome and Charming. Hehe… I wish my Boyfriend is a vampire!! Hehe..

Then, met up with dear and Sharul a friend of ours. =) Had a long chat! About a job thats available. Quite interested with it. So, will see how it goes. Then spent time with dear chatting at “teletubby land”. Long time since that happen.

My brother’s birthday is this Friday!!! And i Have not find ANYTHING for him yet. No idea of what to buy! Huhu…

crayons..i need crayons….

I remembered chatting with a friend of mine. He said that if he have a girlfriend, the first gift he wants to give is a box of crayons. Haha.. Everyone asked him why a box of crayons and he will reply saying that it will make the girl happy when she’s feeling down. She can just draw or colour anything and everything that she wants.

At that time, i told him that if i’m that girl, i will be thinking what’s with this guy giving me a box of crayons? Usually other guys give girls Chocolates, Flowers, Bears and all…But never crayons! Haha….He said that, “If i give chocolates, the girl will grow CUTER and then complain, if i give flowers it won’t live that long and will die sooner or later….And if i were togive them bears, it will just collect dust and she will want a new one.”

 To think again, it is quite true right girls? With crayons you can do anything with it, whether you’re angry, sad or happy! Hehe…

For the pass few days god had sent me a cute lil male cat to company me when i’m alone. Hehe.. He is grey in colour and has strips on him. So naughty at times. But mum won’t let me keep him inside our house, so he would play outside and eat den go play somewhere i don’t know. What should i call him?..Tigger would be nice right? Hehe..

About this cute lil guy. He only drinks milk, loves to play around ur legs and gives you that cute stare of sympathy when you say no to him. I’m so starting to fall in love with him. =)

  Here are some pictures i took of  Tigger!

Lovessssss….

If I were a Boy…

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
Id roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
Id kick with who I wanted
And I’d never get confonted for it
Cause theyd stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear Id be a better man.
Id listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause hes taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boy
I would just turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they think that I was sleeping alone
Id put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that shed be faithful
Waitin for me to come home

[Chorus]

Its a little too late for you to come back
Say it’s just a mistake
Think Id forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But youre just a boy
You dont understand (Yeah you dont understand) How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You dont listen to her
You dont care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause youve taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But youre just a boy

Manquant vous…Omitente você…Mi manchi…Missing you…

I miss you, you and you! My life is so incomplete right now. Waiting and hoping for you really made me sad because i know that you won’t be there. Just like a dream that you know will never come true. If only i have a remote where i can fast forward this time. I will want to do that so that i can meet you again soon and then pause it and never play again.

Today my closest cousin came and spent time at my place. I’m really happy because it’s been months since that happen. Fadhli had BBQ today. Didn’t get to meet him. The last time i met him and spent time together was last tuesday. And Marc, the last time i spent time talking with him was..hmm…i guess last 2 weeks! last week we did meet up for lunch with old friends but didn’t talk that much. Haix..

How i wish someone would call me and talk to me. huhu.. Now i’m at work, ALONE! I’ve nothing to do, so i’m blogging. Hehe.. Abg Imran just left for home and you guys know what, he bought along ALOT of work for me to do. So Aini, enjoy typing yeah!..HAHA..Last Friday, my qoutation was accepetd and now waiting for it to be set up by 1 January 2009! YES! My first work project, my first qoutation was accepted! Today, he passed me a 2 page full writing of something i don’t know. He had asked me to read it up and do a presentation of it.

I am now like a secratery doing alot of paper work. Hehe.. Alright that all from me for now. PS: I miss you..

It’s Saturday but…….

But, I’m tired!!! I’ve no mood to go anywhere today. Yesterday i work till 11pm..SOoo LATE, I know..What to do, the members had their monthly meeting..haix.. Yesterday went to work alone, was rushing my way to work. Ended class late. i mean VERY FREAKING late!!! Then, went to make keys and also buy a cake. I was rushing all the way that while buying the cake i actually forgot to get the receipt from the cashier! It was hard to claim when you don’t have a receipt..Haix..Aini, DON’T you EVER forget AGAIN!!

That night, Kak Lin accompany me the whole night while the members are having their meeting. Had a good time chatting with her. SHe did asked about both Fadhli and Mark. Lucky i got someone to talk to about them. hehehe!

Today didn’tgo anywhere. Woke up at 12 pm..hehe..Was so tired. Then, eat, watch TV do nothing. Around evening, My cuz, Latifah and her family came to visit my garndparents who are not well. They came, spent time chatting. I’m not feeling that ggod either. Been having a bad headache since i woke up. huhu.. But, i went to the shop with Latifah to print some pictures we took last week.

Today actually starts my 3 weeks holiday before school starts again for 3 weeks. I don’t know what to do. Money wise, abit tight right now. a friend of mine who borrowed my money still haven’t return yet. I know she’s having a hard time to return to me, but i’m having a more hard time because i have to pay everything on my own. Haix..

Someone, please make Ai’ni smile again like last time…She is really in need of a smile…

I’m Happy For Her!

I’m not feeling good today. My head is spinning like a top. huhu.. Yesterday after work my BEST friend from France called! Aww….I SOOOOOO MISS HER..She’s fine. She called me to inform me that she have actually pass her driving lesson! So Happy for her.

We’ve been friends since seeondary 2. I still remeber that time whenshe first entered the school after coming back from France. I started to be close with her when my teacher at that time asked me to help her out with things that she don’t know! Then, from then we became close and we learn alot of things about life together. She was always there for me all the time.

We laugh, cry and even do stupid stuff together. HAHA. So fun! But then, she have to go back to France while we were going to do our ‘O’ Levels. Ever since i’m alone again. Last Hari Raya Puasa she came back to visit me and the people in Singapore for 1 month. We didn’t get to go out that much cause i was still schooling and she’s busy. How i wish i can go there and meet her. HUHU..

Miss you girl! And CONGRATES for getting your driving license! LOve you Loads!

My day started bad today…

Am i too sensitive or what?..Why this few days we kept on arguing on what we think is right? Why are there loads of conflicts between us, when i agree, u don’t…When i don’t, u do…Yesterday we talked and you said that sometimes we do need to think before we say anything, although we know each other for like going to 2 years.

And yea, i guess we do! We can’t take each other for granted. So, i have told myself that starting from today, i will think before talking to anyone, not only you. And not to forget, the tone plays a part too. The offline message that you gave me in MSN really made me realise what i’ve done to you. But what happen today was really hurtful to me.

So, what happen today was not expected by anyone. With your face that looks so unhappy and not wanting to talk to me really changes my day. when i told you that there is no taxi, you say don’t complained in the morning. So, i just kept quite. Then at last we took the bus. Then when i showed you a bruise on my hand which i accidentally got it yesterday, you told me i’m careless. And with that TONE you reply back i just kept quite again. Then, while walking to school with you, i told you why i was late, you say why can’t i do it later. And for sure you rememeber why i didn’t talk to you after that and gave you that sacarstic laugh at the end.

Maybe i may be bad, i may be wrong and i may be late, but you have no right to say that about her. You told me to this and that think before i say and all. But do you even remember what you did today? I’m just a girl who is sensitive because i am going thru the hardest time of my life! And its YOUTH!

wHy must it be a School Day????!!!

I’m very tired today…Yesterday was Hari Raya Haji…Was soooooooo fun and tiring (the preparation part!) …For the first time i learn how to cook the briyani rice….N everyone says its nice!!..yea! i succeeded..hehehe…I took loads of photos this time….=)

Didn’t upload it yesterday..Was toooooooo tired that i just out my head on the bed, bye bye! I was in dreamland ready!..have a freaky scary dream..In that dream, me and dear not talking but always fight and something happen!…Scary!

Now in class, very tiring and sleepy..huhu..Today’s UT was ok..not bad, can be done with this sleepy head!..hehe..Today’s lesson, is not included in UT so, everyone slack to the core..if only i can Fast foward the time, i will do it! =)

Lets now enjoy the photos i took yesteday!

It’s FRIDAY!!!…And I’m HAPPY!!! =)

I’m at work now…huhu…Alone, Mark just left home…he said he got something to do. It’s Friday…yeh!!!..hehe..I so LOVE Friday, it’s like the shortest day in my life. And usually dear is very busy on FridayS!….haix….Friends too, so left Mark and me. We went to have early dinner at KFC..Had a long chat…I now realise that i only meet Mark on Friday…hmm….Once a Week, so when meet ready, confirm got ALOT to share..Cause its like a WHOLE week story share within hours!!..hehe..We also did a lot of camhoring!

Today’s lesson was also interesting..Ended quite early as not many turn up for lesson. After lesson, have a miscommunication with my classmate. So, was really unhappy but after meeting Mark, he force me to put a smile..haha..

The only photo i manage to upload for now..

Have to get back to my work!..Peace..=)